Sick `

Fever..
Flu..
Headache..
Hard to Breathe..

similar with H1N1..
except i didn't have cough..
but nearly soon..
LOL....
Hope all of this..
is just self effect .. ==

Cry `

哭了..
我真的哭了..
在学校 我忍了两次眼泪

第一次 差点就哭在珊岭面前
眼珠里的泪水 本来已准备要往外留
但是我转视线于窗外 看他们拍班级照
就成功忍到了..

第二次 放学后
我坐在位子 等时间过
因为要去邮政局帮邻座寄东西
那时 诗琪 珊岭 他们也有留下来
他们也问了我 三张变成放两张
怎样？浪费了那么多时间 ..
结果才放两张..

我知道他们很不爽
我也很不爽
那时候我也开始骂人了..

本来也差点又要哭了
但是转过去 突然看到诗琪哭了
我就..忍着泪水多一次
没想到.. 她哭了 为了校刊里的照片..
突然感到内疚..

那个班长...
什么事都是你搞出来的
我知道你难做人
但是能不能为我们着想
试下以主观得看待这起事件
你根本就只是听sl他们的话罢了！
他们说放一张 你就没关系！
那我们呢？不用和我们讨论的拉？
这还是一个班级吗？

还有那一班男生
说你们出场很少 为什么要付那么多钱
你们有没有想过 为什么你们才出场一两次？甚至是没有
你们那时候有和我们拍照吗？
我们帮你们一gang拍照的时候 你们愿意吗？
是谁一直逃走 当我们要拍你们的时候？
是你们！！
说人的时候 先想自己有没有做错！

说自己没钱
没钱还能买电话..
还是上千块那种！
没钱.. 还能上云顶玩！
没钱..还能去看transformers！
这叫没钱？
根本就是你们自私！

另外的两人..
我不说了
上一篇已经说了
我真的不懂 为什么你们要这样做
我和你们 又不是什么仇人
干啥 设计前还嬉皮笑脸
设计后 简直变了另一个人
我有做错吗？

大家都不合作在这次的校刊照片...
还能怎样？
我们怎样骂 他们都是不会放三页 除非意外
每次我在那边笑..聊天..
大家以为我不介意
其实 我心里 是多么的沮丧
只是 我不想朋友们担心我 才装出来
外表的坚强 内心的脆弱
有谁懂...
这两天 都是回到家 才哭出来而已

心里 真的很辛酸...
也许当初 我就不应该接这份工作
现在呢... 给某人搞了下
什么心都没了...
你们大完啦~~
你们要怎样搞就怎样搞吧
我不想理了 我已经尽力了...
我也骂了 但就是还要依你们的决定做
算了！
你们不要后悔！
明年回学校拿成绩和校刊的时候
看到我们的班 照片 那么少
问的时候 问你们亲爱的 LIM KIEN WENG班长！！
我做了出来 大家都很满意
是他不要放的 不关我的事

真的心累了..
对这班 5A8 没那么多的心了
不团结的班 不值得留恋
除了朋友外

哭也哭够了...
就完结吧

谢谢你们替我出头..真的非常谢谢你们...

Pain `

Now..
i in stomachache
i not sure is this stomachache..
maybe is other part? i don't know..
but is around the belly...
And i not in menstrual period..
so the pain.. is non about the period ==

Wuuu...
hope tomorrow my health is be fine
and H1N1..
really attack to my village?
LOL.. anyway
all human.. must be careful...

心累`

这篇
我选择用华语述说
比较能发泄过于英文

今天
班上大吵架
因为一些人 没钱付校刊的钱 (RM19)
所以就要 校刊里放的3面
改成两页
sl是负责校刊的 她本身是sidang redaksi的会员
她是去问一些男生 和两个印度人
其他人她不问 很明显特地不要和我们这些付了钱的人说

之后
班长就开始讨论和投票
那时候 投两页的人 寥寥无几而已
貌似20也不到？
那班男生也没举 因为没几个人举 他们都是跟大众的
然后 sl和她邻座sk 就骂他们 开始发烂砸~~

过后班长也很大声说： 是你们全班要三张的
现在有些人的钱没给 明天就要交了 你们想怎样！
而且有些人的照片很少出现在校刊里
做么出场少还要付酱多钱！
而且那两个印度人和马来人也没有钱给！

诗琪也很不爽的骂：你就叫他们给钱啦！
都做出来三页了 还要改什么！ 有钱出街 没钱给校刊啊~
照片没他们在 是他们不要拍 关我们什么事
我们已经给钱了的！

珊岭也骂：他们都不要拍照 当然没有在里面啦
那天我和梓莹从下午两点多做到晚上11点啊！
说不要就不要啊！吊
他们有钱出街 就没钱给校刊的钱啦！
当初说三页 然后突然讲两页 做了三页出来 又讲没钱放两页！
叫他们给钱啦！我们是要三页了的！

*大概这样 很多忘记了*

过后 班长也很不爽了
就和他们一直吵
最后都还是没结果 老师继续上课
下课了 我们就和他们一起去吃东西
途中也有聊到 大家都很不爽
而且sl和sk 在我做之前就和我说了
有彩色的那页不要有他们两个出现
就是指第一和第二都不要看到他们
还说大合照PJ的 把他们两个 移除掉
哇佬！我那么得空去delete你们两个的身体啊！
我也没理 只是 我尊重他们！
除了大合照之外 其他有他们两个样子的照片
我都没有放！！
有也是逼不得已
现在 开始这议论的 也是他们两个
什么意思啊现在！ 是你们先说不要放的！
因为你们有和那两个印度人拍
我也没放到他们的照片！都是一两张而已！
神是你们 鬼又是你们！

之后 本来都很安静度过
就在放学后
他们两个刚回班
之前他们被叫出去了
我听到sl说
我看完全部班的pelita啦
我觉得 我们班的 最烂
那时候我还在班的啊！
你这话是什么意思！
摆明要给我听得是吗？！

那时候我听到
简直心跌入谷底了
说烂 还要加个最字
我承认 我很介意他人的评语
无论真话还是假话
我现在真的 很没心情
有种想哭的情绪

听班长说
也许校刊里 我们的班
只放contact list罢了
这样 就一人4块多而已
但是有没有想过 我们这些给了钱的
和我们做了出来的两页
那些没给钱的 都是没照片/比较少在校刊里
我做的时候 已经很尽力的找图片了
我能怎样？是他们不合作啊
那时候我们要拍 是谁一直逃 说不要拍 什么什么的
是你们！
连要个头照放contact list
你们都那么不甘愿 我能怎样！！
放偷拍照 就说我什么什么
那好 我拍你们 你们又逃走 什么意思！！！！

现在好像 全部都是我的错
一个pelita 吵成这样 我不想看到这样的局面

值得欣慰的是
另一gang比较熟的 都很挺我
坚持三页
还特地吵架
谢谢你们

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Carnival `

Today..
is my school carnival day..
swt... not very interesting in it
the stock is very limited..
and games also become less
but ghost house is increase into 4 = =

i arrive to school at 7.30am
because someone call me early come ==
but when i found her.. she say ..
majlis perasmian not at now.. = =
LOL.. i so early come for boring ==
then i take a look at all the stock..
and many friend catch me to buy their stuff XD
i first buy the chocolate fruit from mathematics club..
chocolate+strawberry... Weee
very delicious..... I LIKE IT

second buy a tin of 100plus
it RM3 coupon each tin ==
but never mind la.. RM30 coupon is hard to use finish ==
after i walk many and many round...
a leo club friend see me.. and so happy to catch me to promote their drinks = =
haha.. i also have buy it~
the taste not bad~
i like ice-cream more XD

Aiyerrrrr
so boring la..
my friend are in the barisan of KRS
other friend are busy also..
i just walk alone and many round ==
finally.. they finish the majlis perasmian
and her also come find me..for accompany awhile
cause start on 10am..
our parent will come to school and take our report card ==
lolz... i get 23 in this mid term exam
but teacher say some subject is improve
work more harder..
i will~~ lol

after my father leave..
i continue waste all my coupon ==
but i realize that..
i just buy the drinks..
food..never = =
except the chocolate strawberry..
i think i just drink and drink... only ==
milo冰砂 2 time..leo club drinks (i forget what name) 2 time..
ABC.. 100 plus.. mineral water..
wow... so many drinks ==

i back home when 2pm
because my target is complete~
my Rm30 coupon is use finish XD
and this year not very funny and interesting..
stay long time also nothing..
better back home rest XD hahaha

Photo `

Photo which put in the school magazine...

first page


second page..



third page..
Have any comment after viewing ?
tell the truth..even nice or bad..
i also can accept it..hahaha


and put some photo which capture with friends..
and have my face only..
others.. go friendster see yourself XD

























don't know who candid snapshot me ==


FINISH.. THE END

Busy Week `

LOL
finally i am free now..
and having a time to write my blog..

this few day..
or maybe start from last friday
i handle a work.. which important for my class
that is.. school magazine that can put our form5 and upper6 class photo
because this year is our last year in school
monitor advise me to design.. and i accept it
then.. we taking photo around one week..
and some fellow are capture many many..
almost half of the total photo have him inside ==
lol..when i doing.. so hard to choosing photo ==
cause always repeat same person XD hahaha

i take around 4 day to finish 3 pages of my class
2 colour and 1 back white colour..
black white is our classmate data..
i have put head photo for each person..
just this..also need take 2/3 day to complete it ==
cause some not taking photo..or want to change it
some i use candid snapshot to get photo
if not.. just blank? or redo.. but i dun want.. haha
so waste time if redo cause by one fellow.. DAMM IT

about first and second page
it was take my many time to finish it
include my sleeping time...
because of my captious XD
i always redo..because before..cant show to others person
really very ugly == don't know why.. that time i can do out = =
have one time..i do until midnight...nearly 3am ==
swt.. really very tired when in school..

but finally..today
my works.. is COMPLETE..
and my classmate satisfied it also...
lol..really happy...

thanks to chun hei.. because you help me to print out the pages..
repeat and repeat..haha and sorry for use your ink so many ==

thanks to sanling also.. because you helping me when redo the first page
live show by webcam XD hahaha.. start from 2pm.. and end at 11pm ==
what a long time ~~~ swt.. but the page is nicely... hehe

and finally.. thanks to for those have give me many advise at design.. and 小乐乐because help me find background XD

I put the 3 pages in next post..and some photo XD

Cut Hair`

Weeeee..
just now..
i go salon and cut my hair XD
my hair is long.. and forehead
back.. also same.. layer..
forehead.. i cut already la..
not more 贞子 XD because my forehead before... is long ==
haha.. although after few month.. also become long ==
but temporarily short mah~~ haha
not photo now xP

Cold `

Finally..
holiday was past..
i will miss you.. my lovely holiday ==

today..
is school reopen day..
but unlucky.. during the morning
around 4am? maybe..
god were crying.. have a heavily rain..
when 6.20am.. i wake up.. but outisde still raining.. non stop
of course.. my motion also slowly XD
after 7.10am.. the rain is become small..
then i start cycling to school..
when on the road... i saw a form4 pengawas.. is girl..
she also start going to school by now XD lolz..

7.30am..
i was in school and go to my classroom
when at 2nd stage..
i saw many student go down.. and bring a notebook and pen
then.. i saw my classmate also..
he say.. so early arh~~ hahaha XD
at classroom.. my friend also say.. 不然你8点才来啦 XD
hahaha.. then we go dewan bestari for bengkel sejarah ==
swt... we stay at there around 2 hour... boring

after recess..
me and my friend beside were start to chat XD
about our holiday..
and talk cold joke..
my level is increases XD can make my friend feel cold XD
haha... we always laughing.. happy..

result of english exam...
actually my mark is 45
but the teacher.. i don't know is her eye blind.. or calculate wrong..or whatever
she write my total mark...just 27~~
OMG.. although my essay part... really so wired ==
but my paper2.. quite good what...
after discuss.. i go see her for change mark..
she calulate again...lolz.. really is 45 ==
lucky.. i cant believe that my english is FAIL
i never failed english before... even one time..
haha.. i see "dai lou" mark... 40
Wooo.. i higher than dai lou XD happy again..

tomorrow...
akaun.. addmaths..
lolz... i don't want see ah loke ><
and also worry my akaun marks..
god bless me...

One ` Week

Just leave one week more..
school will be reopen..
haizz..

甜疯了` Crazy Sweet Day

today..
what a happy day
i can see my web friend - 小圈 XD
i was arrived time square around 11.30am
then i walk around and find bookshop
because my friend request me buy some magazine for her ==
lolz..i walk a long time already.. also cant found it
and i also feel tired.. in front of me is 7-11
then go inside try to buy some sweets
suddenly.. i saw magazine that my friend want it XD
lolz... i forget some 7-11 have sell XD
then i take it., and pay
after that, my phone rings
haha.. is her call me
after finish chatting, i go to the place where her standing
lol... so easy found out her ==
when i saw her face.. lol... have a big different with photo ==
cute ya XD

when we meet..
we go to sungei wang
but just a short time only
and go back to time square
while we walk... her brother come
O.O what a very big different with her sister = =
cant believe it..hahaha
her brother want walk together with us.. never mind lo haha
pity him because just him alone XD
haha.. and we have a lunch at old town
he treat today.. thanks ya XD

after lunch
we go shopping again..
before this she already buy a bag
that time... she in hesitation in 2 bag XD
we walk maybe used around 2-3 hour
but i still buy nothing XD haha
then.. we look inside a cloth shop
start at this time.. i have mood to buy already XD
now.. i have 4 booty - 4 clothes
just clothes.. haha didn't buy trousers
actually..when around 6pm i need come back
but she ask for stay more 30min.. mean 6.30pm
haha my phone also didn't have any calls from family.. then ok XD
then buy again... haha
we also have chatting while shopping
hmm... at least better than silently XD
and we also didn't have any embarrass.. good news =)

when we finish shopping.. and go starbuck
it already late than 6.30pm
but also didn't have calls...lol what happen.. how come so good today XD
then i say i late go back home.. accompany her more time lo
haha.. after pay for our drinks.. we go upstair and take a sit
we chat for a long time.. haha
while i decided go back home..wow it around 8.20pm already
i first time so late back home.. XD
and until that time.. just have one call from my mom.. i say me at eating..
she just say: oh~ when back home must give me a call ah.. me and friend yamcha
lol... surprising... not scolding me so late or other's...
haha... really happy..

i go taxi counter buy ticket and back home..
when i tell the driver.. i want go to jinjang utara..
you know he say what??
"jinjang so far.. i dont know how to go .."
huh... so how.. want me leave here and wait the next taxi?==
lolz...then i say follow the kepong line to jinjang..
he maybe know?==
then he start drive.. before this.. he stop at there and ask many..swtzz ==
finally.. i safely back my house XD
it maybe.. 9pm XD

now..
my leg is so tired and painful ==
walk whole day.. must like that haha
but also happy.. hehe

小圈+枫=甜枫日
甜枫日=甜疯了
XD

L . O . V . E .

Some people are happy together,
Some people are happier when they aren't together,
Some people are unhappy because they can't be together,
And some will never be happy, even if they are together.


有些人在一起 是快乐的，
有些人不在一起 比较快乐，
有些人无法在一起 就不快乐，
有些人就算在一起 也不快乐


You.. is which one?

New ` Phone XD

Weeeee....
so happy now
at the morning..
my dad come back
then come in my room,and give me a new phone

i saw that...it is an Iphone ~~
Weee.... he say give me use this~

lol..so surprising...
now i research how to surf internet and so on
although i like this phone
but before this i use dual sim card phone...
iphone just can use one sim card....swt
how about my other's sim card?
the new sim card i buy by self..family didn't know ==
lolz... malang juga ><